P.S. I love you

She dared not open her lips to speak. Her mouth was already full of his name.

Wolf

His voice suspends 
Her reality 
From a clothespin 
Without a string
 
She quivers once
Froze by his size
The chase is up
Resistance dies

His bark, his bite 
A howling need 
Her skin the dish 
From which it feeds 

Strung suspended
She pleads and cries 
An image of prey 
In doe blue eyes

With her whimpers
Her wet protests
His monster grows
The fervor crests 

When last she screams
The gruesome scene 
Her eyes reveal
A sly meaning 

The lupine wolf
So it does seem
Secretly shares
A black sheep’s dreams

[4.23.2026]

Samsara [lyrics]

It's golden hour in the West

Sun's glistening on the waves

A sky of oranges and blues

Reflect in your mirrored gaze

On a cliff above the sea

Holding hands there with you

We were old and we were happy 
It felt real and it felt true

In this quantum multiverse
In this Qbist reality
His satori smile reveals
A sacred geometry

I heard your silent voice once
Syndicated in my mind
Now I turn the volume down
On your echo left behind

Samsara

Samsara

Samsara

Samsara

I love each lifetime with you
In this one we broke up

Still I search for your eyes
In every dream you disrupt

We were together, now apart
She's different, he's the same
Each one a strange new player

Yet a familiar game

Fibonacci spiraling
Perfect golden ratio
The Anima, Animus
As above, and so below

I couldn’t escape from you
You won’t escape from me
You reverb across cities
I echo through galaxies

Samsara

Samsara

Samsara

Samsara

Samsara

Samsara

Samsara

Samsara

R.E.D. [lyrics]

Killed myself on a Friday

Died on a Sunday

Woke up with a bad

Case of the Mondays

It was New Years Eve

It was all a Dream

It was your birthday

I made it about me

Others tried to love me

Did nothing to stop me

I killed myself once

And it taught me to live

I killed myself once

And it taught me to live

I wove pretty lies

Always felt justified

Searched for ugly truths

Found life was the guise

It's a boomerang

Here and back again

It was your birthday

I made it about me

Others tried to love me

Did nothing to stop me

I killed myself once

And it taught me to live

I killed myself once

And it taught me to live

I'm a hypocrite

And I'm Jesus Christ

I saw God today

She was in your eyes

We all look for signs

When we are Divine

(I know where we go when we die..)

(I know where we go when we die..)

(I know where we go when we die..)

(I know where we go when we die..)

Ouroboros [lyrics]

The us

Is me

The me

Is we

Reverb

Minds eye

Self same

Frequency

Above

Below

Other

The same

Ka twin

Conjoined

Eyes burn

The same

Ahh

Ah, ahh

Ah, ahh

Ahhhh

My light

Your dark

Ice and

The flame

Spiral

Ascend

Time turns

The page

Ahh

Ah, ahh

Ah, ahh

Ahhhh

I know your name

I know your name

I know your name

I know your name

Pills [lyrics]

If I get up at 8, leave here by 9

Work out and rinse off, I might make it

In time

I know you'll be late,  happens every time

I'd lose shifts pulling that shit but the boss

likes your eyes

Dreamwalking through life, you float like

A ghost

Your dreamy pills are blue, you never

miss a dose

I know what you're hiding, you know

I won't tell

Manic pixie dream girl, you cast spells

Not shadows

(Wish she didn't need this)

(Wish we didn't need these -)

You cross your heart, and hope

To die

The mirror knows the truth, but reflects

Your pretty lie

You know the details, of everyone

You've met

20 years on this earth, you haven't met

Yourself yet

(Wish she didn't need this)

(Wish we didn't need these -)

Diseased reality, you live on

Borrowed time

Those eyes contagious, I still want them

For mine

Picking poison berries, we binge 

Every night

Hungover each dawn, the blues make it

Alright

(Wish she didn't need this)

(Wish we didn't need these -)

Pills!

Pills!

You watch my stories, but never 

Say hello

Does seeing me happy, ever make you

Feel low

How your eyes still haunt me, those

Dreamy blues

Guess I'm still addicted, to their

Melancholy hue

Pills!

Pills!

Don't Say It [lyrics]

Where did you go

Where do we go

Where does this go from here

Why does your name

Not sound the same

Why do you taste like fear

I drove you away

My insides..

Are grey.

Don't say it

Don't say it

Looping the track

Won't bring you back

Why does it keep on playin

Retracing our drive

Keeps me alive

Where does this tunnel go

We know what this was

And what

It isn't

Don't say it

Don't say it

My interest waned

What could I say

A line about the weather

It's not what I planned

You don't give a damn

Your footsteps end the sentence

Tried not to kill our vibe

We're barely

Alive

Don't say it

Don't say it

What more do you want

A last fight to flaunt 

I don't wanna leave like that

Your memory

I guess I'll just be

A villain in your story

Take care of yourself

I'll do

The same...

Don't say it x4