Saturday, January 3, 2026

R.E.D. [lyrics]

Killed myself on a Friday

Died on a Sunday

Woke up with a bad

Case of the Mondays

It was New Years Eve

It was all a Dream


It was your birthday

I made it about me

Others tried to love me

Did nothing to stop me

I killed myself once

And it taught me to live


I killed myself once

And it taught me to live


I wove pretty lies

Always felt justified

Searched for ugly truths

Found life was the guise

It's a boomerang

Here and back again


It was your birthday

I made it about me

Others tried to love me

Did nothing to stop me

I killed myself once

And it taught me to live


I killed myself once

And it taught me to live


I'm a hypocrite

And I'm Jesus Christ

I saw God today

She was in your eyes

We all look for signs

When we are Divine


(I know where we go when we die..)

(I know where we go when we die..)

(I know where we go when we die..)

(I know where we go when we die..)

Wednesday, December 31, 2025

Ouroboros [lyrics]

The us

Is me

The me

Is we

Reverb

Minds eye

Self same

Frequency


Above

Below

Other

The same

Ka twin

Conjoined

Eyes burn

The same


Ahh

Ah, ahh

Ah, ahh

Ahhhh


My light

Your dark

Ice and

The flame

Spiral

Ascend

Time turns

The page


Ahh

Ah, ahh

Ah, ahh

Ahhhh


I know your name

I know your name

I know your name

I know your name

Pills [lyrics]

If I get up at 8, leave here by 9

Work out and rinse off, I might make it

In time


I know you'll be late,  happens every time

I'd lose shifts pulling that shit but the boss

likes your eyes


Dreamwalking through life, you float like

A ghost

Your dreamy pills are blue, you never

miss a dose


I know what you're hiding, you know

I won't tell

Manic pixie dream girl, you cast spells

Not shadows


(Wish she didn't need this)

(Wish we didn't need these -)


You cross your heart, and hope

To die

The mirror knows the truth, but reflects

Your pretty lie


You know the details, of everyone

You've met

20 years on this earth, you haven't met

Yourself yet


(Wish she didn't need this)

(Wish we didn't need these -)


Diseased reality, you live on

Borrowed time

Those eyes contagious, I still want them

For mine


Picking poison berries, we binge 

Every night

Hungover each dawn, the blues make it

Alright


(Wish she didn't need this)

(Wish we didn't need these -)

Pills!

Pills!


You watch my stories, but never 

Say hello

Does seeing me happy, ever make you

Feel low


How your eyes still haunt me, those

Dreamy blues

Guess I'm still addicted, to their

Melancholy hue


Pills!

Pills!

Thursday, December 25, 2025

Don't Say It [lyrics]

Where did you go

Where do we go

Where does this go from here


Why does your name

Not sound the same

Why do you taste like fear


I drove you away

My insides..

Are grey.


Don't say it

Don't say it


Looping the track

Won't bring you back

Why does it keep on playin


Retracing our drive

Keeps me alive

Where does this tunnel go


We know what this was

And what

It isn't


Don't say it

Don't say it


My interest waned

What could I say

A line about the weather


It's not what I planned

You don't give a damn

Your footsteps end the sentence


Tried not to kill our vibe

We're barely

Alive


Don't say it

Don't say it


What more do you want

A last fight to flaunt 

I don't wanna leave like that


Your memory

I guess I'll just be

A villain in your story


Take care of yourself

I'll do

The same...


Don't say it x4

Monday, December 22, 2025

ENM [lyrics]

Can we play pretend tonight?

Like it's just for me you feel

Love me just the way I like

Kiss me like forever's real

(Like it's real...)


I promise in the morning

I will remember my lines

Smile and hand you your keys

You'll say the weather is fine


Can we dare to dream this time?

I see beauty in his eyes

Can we fall into this story

He felt it too though he denies

(Denies it to himself)


I promise in the morning light

I will remember my lines

No one belongs to no-one

Jealousy is just a vice


So let me love, you, tonight

Let me love you...


I ask for nothing from you

Just your alchemy with mine

Together magic we make

Will transmute space and time

(Will make you mine)


I promise in the morning

I will remember my lines

Smile and hand you your keys

You'll say the weather is fine


So let me love, you, tonight

Let me love you, Tonight!

So let me love you, 

Tonight, tonight, tonight

Let me love you,

Tonight, tonight, tonight

Let me love you...

Friday, December 12, 2025

Dystopia [lyrics]

Nocturnal addicts

We ruminate, ruminate

Anaphoric thoughts


Moral injuries

Enantiodromia

The Martyr fires first


Pantone grey midday

Monochrome palette skyline

Graphite ruins gleam


Toxic lucid dream

Transmutes the wreckage of

Our humanity


Soma stained mem'ries

Lungs breathe in fresh air nightmares

Nuclear fallout


Rome's destined to burn

No politicians alive

The artist survives


Blood-stained crazy-eyed

Samsara personified

Divine entropy


Toxic lucid dream

Transmutes the wreckage of

Our humanity


Three-eyed dogs a-play

Strange blacktop flowers bloom

beauty in the glow


Darkness of the times

Ominous soundtrack playing 

We dance to the beat


Do you hear the music

Melancholy minor key

God's ticking Timepiece


Toxic lucid dream

Transmutes the wreckage of

Our humanity


Malignant fears

Glorified Ignoramus

Sanctified forced rape


Toxic lucid dream

Transmutes the wreckage of

Our humanity

Saturday, November 22, 2025

Lick My Pain [lyrics]

Lick my pain

Suck my regret

A little ache

Help me forget

Salt me with

The taste of sweat

Make it burn

Cigarette...


Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm


Heart drum beats

On my sternum

I quiver here

Under your thumb

In your heat

Let me succumb

Bring my soul

Back from the numb


Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm


Lost souls play

Oh, Lost souls play

Lost souls play

Violently x4


Hidden needs

Eyes reveal

Tho-se things

Try to conceal

Something raw

Something real

I just need

Something to feel...


Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm

Mmm mmm mmm


Lost souls play

Oh, Lost souls play

Lost souls play

Violently x2


Sweet, sweet, medication

Sweet, sweet, medication


Medication

(Sweet Violence)

Medication

(Sweet Violence)

R.E.D. [lyrics]

Killed myself on a Friday Died on a Sunday Woke up with a bad Case of the Mondays It was New Years Eve It was all a Dream It was your birthd...